In 2011,

-I passed my O-level Maths.Finally! It took me two years ok.From E8 to D7 and finally C6.Like step by step towards excellence. (this is actually Woodlands Primary School's motto)Lol! Ok Im kidding.I know I am very slow bt no choice,I am not born to be one of the Rabbits like most of you.I am a Tortoise by nature.hehe.But no worries to that,because at the end of the story,I still made it (: Syukur..

-I got a full time job and Alhamdullilah,Im loving it so far. It still kinda amazes me at the fact that I didn’t evn hv to go through the trouble of searching for a job.You see,back then when I was working at HPC,my ex-manager was a regular customer there.One day,it so happens that when I was talking to my store supervisor abt finding a full time job for myself,my ex-manager overheard our convo and she offered me this job.Honestly,I still think she is a God-sent,somehow (:  this job really means a lot to me..I have made mistakes and likewise,I have learnt a lot.I met new people along the way and I have definitely learned a lot from them.they're all such an amazing bunch (:

-I have bought so many firsts with my pay.Things that I have always wanted and dream of having,I finally got it.Alhamdullilah..I know it might mean nothing to most of you,but it definitely means a lot to me because I bought this things with my OWN hard-earned money.Trust me,the feeling is just... undescribable.That moment when you buy something you have always wanted to get your hands on and when ppl ask you,'who bought for you this thing? ' You can only smile and answer their qn with pride,'I bought it with my own money' (:

-I decided that its time I pay attention to my responsibility as a Muslimah.Alhamdullilah,even though I am sure that I still have so much more to learn,Im happy to say that I am at least somewhere now. 'Dear Diary' no longer mean a thing to me now,because I have my 'Ya Allah ' ..Then again,I can nvr do this without this particular girl..Thank you again dear,for all your guidance and patience.Only Allah can repay your kindness.May He bless you in everything you do and grant you a place in Jannah.Insyaallah..

-I created beautiful memories with the man,Taufik Batisah.Ohhkayy,I think by now everybody will be like 'not againnn..' HAHAHAHAHA! well,almost everyone knows my undying love for you Fik.hehe..In all honesty,I would like to thank this man fr making my 2011 a very sweet one.He made my Raya this year a meaningful one,with his very sweet Hari Raya card..and this man,he definitely made me a very happy girl on my birthday this year too.*Le sigh* I have so much love for you babe (‘: Thanks alot!

-Allah made YOU love me :')

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I am actually very sad to let 2011 go.It has been a very sweet year for me.A year full of blessings and love.A year full of lessons that made me a stronger person.A year full of suprises.Bt then again,good things come to an end so that better things can happen.And with that,I hope 2012 will be a better year for all of us.I have made a promise to myself.In 2012,I will get my Diploma in Psychology.. I will work harder and I will do well in both my work and studies.I will be a better Muslimah and I will be a better person than I am now.Insyaallah..

PS: Starting from tmr,everytime ppl ask me "whats your age?",I must say "Im 20 this year" -.-

Things may be rough,but I am still standing here.I love you still,and I am not going anywhere.That is all that matters.Fights are nothing when love is involved.We can even be closer now that yesterday night has passed and we now finally realized what we have and what will make us stronger..Our love is worth the fight.Our love is worth the tears.Don't tell me to give up because I won't.I am here because I choose to be here and I want to be here.So lets forget the risk and take the fall because if its what we really want,then its worth it all..

On Tuesday,me and the colleagues decided to have dinner after work.No special reasons,just that two of us (me and another colleague ^^) have just received our completion bonus,so yeah..hehe.I ended work slightly later on that day bt they waited for me so that we can go together.The guys planned to have Arabic food so we went to Bali Lane to have our dinner at Nabins.

This is the second time I've been to Nabins btw.The first time I went there,it was also with my colleagues..but with a different bunch of them.we had a mini farewell party for our Manager at that time.Anyway,one thing about Nabins is that bfore you enter the restaurant,you have to take off your shoes first.cool right?hahaha.maybe bcs its an Arabic themed restaurant.haha.So anyway,right after we were directed to our table (which is VERY comfortable btw bcs it has a lot of comfy cushions!),the waiter gave us our menu and we spent the next 15mins trying to decide what to eat.

After we finally made up our minds,we waited for the waiter to come and take our orders.Yes,you heard that right.We,waited fr the WAITER.we waited fr such a long time that in the end,my colleague gave up waiting and called the waiter to take our order instead -.- Anyway,this is what we ordered in the end.well,here's what I ordered fr myself,actually.hehe.its called the Nepali Set Meal.taste was ooookay,nt good and nt bad either.

And fr drinks,I chose the Coke Float to go along with my dish.Actually Im more excited abt the float than the dish.HAHAHA oppss!

I forgot what the guys ordered fr themselves bt here's the seafood platter we shared together.It taste amazing,I swear!Especially those little fried mushrooms!It could honestly be my ultimate favourite to munch on!Just thinking abt it is making me droooooool *yums yums*

Anyway,right after we finished the food,we slacked and chilled fr awhile..got engrossed with our own Iphones and watch the TV fr a bit before we finally decided to call fr the bill.Here's the part when the interesting incident happened.we went out to make the payment but we were told by the waiter that their system is down and it will take some time bfore they can rectify the issue.so yeah,we hv got no choice left bt to wait.

We waited fr more than 30mins bfore FINALLY the waiter came to us,with this crumpled piece of ppr in his hand and a pencil on the other hand,trying to recall and write down our orders.of course,as Customers we were not happy having to wait fr such a long time and by then the only thing we wanted to do was to settle our bill quickly and make a move.so when the waiter repeated our orders,we just went 'ya..' and proceed to pay.

After paying,we straightaway make our way to the MRT station.we were alrd at the other side of the road,about to cross the other junction and guess what?The waiter called us.No wait,he didn't call us anyway.He made that *swiiitt swiiittt* sound and my colleague happened to turn.so yeah,he crossed over to our side of the road and told us,there was a mistake in the calculations and we have to pay an additional 20 bucks. WTF? yes,that was my reaction. I asked him fr the exact bill and insist that we're just gona hand the cash straight to him cs it is very troublesome and VERY inappropriate for us to walk all the way back to the restaurant just bcs of some stewpit cock up they made on their side,which has nothing to do with us btw!

Bt the waiter keep saying "oh you have to come back with me.pls.I cnt remember the exact bill amt "  -.- At that point of time,I swear I felt like exploding.My colleague then decided to just go back and get it settled quickly.He too,was pissed off.bt we were tired frm all the waiting and we had a pretty long day at work,so we decided to just gv in.Upon settling the bill,the Manager who happened to be there,apologised to us about the inconvenience they have caused.and yeah,guess what all of us did? NOTHING.

So,this is my current read. I actually got to know about this book from a Tweetheart,not long ago.Have been searching fr it ever since and on Friday,I saw it at IMM's Popular bookstore.So of course I waited no longer and I finally got my hands on this amazing read! I am currenly at Chapter One and honestly,I already feel like kicking myself in the face! (i don't think thats possible btw bt whatever) You would probably wonder why but yeah,all I have to say is that you have to go and read the book for yourself to actually know what Im talking about.hehe.Its really amazing how much of a 'too-nice-girl' I am.should slowly start with THE change I guess (: Change is always good right? Especially when its fr the better.Well,I hv only one thing to say to you girls.. If you hv been too nice,run out and get this book NOW!

On a totally different note,Nurul suprised with this sweet lovely thing from Chomel on Friday.Totally caught me by suprise cause I wasn't expecting it AT ALL! I super love it cause its in pink and its really sweet! Earrings + Bracelet = Perfect combo! yeah,thats my belated bday present frm her (: Thank you SO much babe! you v sweet mcm candy! hehe.

NEWS FLASH!!

I am an Ailurophobic by nature bt if there's one Kitty I am not scared of,it is Hello Kitty <3 Bought this super kawaiii Hello Kitty mask at Watsons!It cost $13 and it has 5 packs inside.Anyway,I heard that its excellent in moisturizing and great fr skin whitening (: So of course,I just have to get one fr myself bcs duh!Im Hello Kitty crazy! and besides,there's no harm in trying out the face mask right?hehe.so yeah,these are the little things that made my week a sweet one (: well,anything that has to do with Books,Pink &Hello Kitty,will surely make me a happy girl ^^

I was reading through a girl's blog earlier on.The girl is one of my Tweethearts.Anyway,what I read on her blog,it affected me.ALOT..and it so happens that one of my close friend is having problem with her guy right now.I don't know why but whenever I read about girls getting hurt by the guys they love,no matter what the reason is and how it occurs,I will FEEL the hurt TOO.The stabbing pain in my heart,its too overwhelming..I am not being biased and I am certainly not judging GUYS,bt I just don't understand..

You have a girl who is willing to tolerate your shits,who went through ups and downs with you..she sticks around when its so much more easier to leave,she loves you even when you have broken her heart time and time again..she gv you chances after chances even when honestly,you don't deserve ANY of it...yet,you still have the heart to hurt her..how could you?will you only learn how to appreciate her and her love,after she's gone?I feel the pain of my girls' because it is familiar to me.Because I know how it feels like to be betrayed,to be lied to,to be cheated on and to be dissapointed by the guy you love alot..I know.and it sucks =(

Firstly,the title has nothing to do with this post. Its just that the song 'It will Rain' by Bruno Mars has been stuck in my head for quite some time now. Lol! So yeah,November has been a month of laughters,smiles and of course,lessons.I have always been in favour of November compared to the other months bcs hey,my bday falls on November ok! haha. biased ah,who cares ^^

On November 4th,I had my very first Dinner n Dance.The theme was Retro so me and the girls decided to dress up as "Saloma".It was all about tight-fit Kebayas,red lipsticks and cat eyes. Lol! It was the first time also I had a chance to put on corset.haha kental me! And btw,that irritating guy behind us is Hongwei.What a picture spoiler,TSK! -.-

Nuraini,Me and Syikin. Like Tiga Dara..oh tak eh? lol! Kebaya Ladies! ^^

Nurul. The first friend I made in LHub. hehe. She's soo pretty right <3

With my dear Kakak,Cheryl. Gotta thank her for all her guidance  (:

It was an exciting first time experience fr me,srsly. We hired a make up artist to get our hair and make up done and that was a first time for me too. I don't usually wear make up to work.Its always about toner+moisturizer+sun block lotion. So after Lily (the make up artist) was done with my make up and I had the chance to finally see how I look like,I was of course very taken aback.Because heck,I look SO different. haha.The wonders of make up,I shall say.Anyway,congrats to Syikin! She won the first prize for the lucky draw! She won $1000 worth of shopping vouchers and a desktop worth of $1500. V lucky ok! I only won $50 Takashimaya shopping voucher and I still don't know what to do with it -.-

Anyway,last Saturday,26th November,I had an advanced birthday celebration with my awesome two,Samantha and Siti (: We went for Hi-Tea at Carousel, Royal Plaza on Scotts and I had an absolutely great time! Thank you so much my girls for everything.I love the bracelet,the bday cookie,the card and the star necklace. "I've found a star in you.." - super sweet right! The sweetest thing a friend has ever said to me. awww!! I am so lucky to have the both of you.Thank you again for the day.Appreciate it loads!

Food was awesome,ambience was great,plus I had lovely company.what else could I ask for?Anyway,I  truly enjoyed the chocolate fondue out of all the food there.I made marshmallows and strawberries dipped in chocolate! ^^ Idk why,bt strawberries seem to be a better choice compared to the rest of the fruits.

hehehe.my love for chocolate never ever dies ok. If you are close to me,you will know that. Its like one of the fun facts abt me ^^ I've been to Carousel twice.And on both time,I went for the Hi Tea.would really love to go for Dinner there.One day,Insyaallah.Or perhaps,is there any of you beautiful people out there who wants to give me a birthday treat? hehehe. *hint hint* ohhhhkayy,no.

All in all,I can say that Life has been such a blessing for the past few months. Idk why,bt I feel so loved.The family,the friends,the guy,the colleagues,and yes...HIM. The one who has given me all this blessings in my life. Syukur Alhamdullilah. I dare not ask for anything more because Im happy with what I have right now and I know this is the best for me... I've fallen,I've cried,I've been hurt,I've been betrayed..but all is good because I know the painful lessons I've gone through in life makes me a better and a stronger girl. On a side note,Im turning 19 in 2 more days.How fast time flies,huh? tomorrow Im gona go have my hair done.Yes,gona get it rebond again.hehe.and I will hv a celebration with the family on my birthday.cnt wait (:

On my special day,no matter how busy I am or what,I will always make it a point to celebrate it with my Family.Not with the special one or the best friends,like how some of you do.Idk why but I think its only fair to share your special day with the people who have always been there for you through it ALL.The people who accept you through your success,your failures,your tears and your laughters. Thank you Allah for the Family you have given me.They're the best,ever (:

I am guilty of abandoning this page for quite a while now.I have been so busy with work that I only have time for sleep whenever I come back from work.There are just too many changes going on in my life right now.Sometimes,I still need time to adapt to it.However,through it all,there is one thing that I learn,though.You can't be dependent on anyone in your life.Because even your OWN shadow leaves you when you're in the dark..Nevertheless,October has been a month full of blessings.I've won quite a no. of contests,to begin with.First,it was the personalized Hari Raya card from Taufik Batisah (:

And then,I received a box of Clarins products from Sofia Dendroff's blog giveaway!

Lucky star must be somewhere near me huh? ^^  Which reminds me,I haven't had a chance to try the Clarins Lotion and Cleansing Milk. Heck,Im excited to try it out! hehe (: On a side note,here's some overdue pictures from the outing I had with my girls.hehe.picture heavy post it will be.

We went to eat at Sakura Cuisine and had an awesome dessert afterwards,at Canele. Lovely food and great company! How perfect can a day be? (: This girls are part of my blessings too,btw. Anyway,here's the food that we had on that day. Makes me hungry just by looking at it now.

Tom Yam Fried Rice.

Fried baby squids.

Hot Plate Beancurd.

Kangkong Belacan.

Lemon Chicken.

The food was okay.Good but nothing spectacular.I think everything was good except for the lemon chicken.Lets just say it has too many lemon taste in it. lol! The most yummy one of course had to be the Kangkong belacan! ^^ After our dinner there,we went for dessert at Canele.The place has got this super pretty interior.Plus its in PINK so it was of course,very very NICE! We had cakes,ice creams,macaroons and lots more.Delicious bt after a while,we got pretty tired of all the chocolateeeeee! haha!

Guess what,this mini macaroons cost like $2.25 per piece! Crazy bt it was mad delicious!

Looks yummy huh,bt too bad I've nvr had a liking for cheesecakes.I guess chocolate excites me more.teehee!

My Chocolate Heaven! Its an ice cream with awesome brownie bits in it! It really felt like I was in HEAVEN,eating it!!

An Ice Latte to go along with it!

At the end of the day,all that food made me a very happy fat girl! (: hehe. After the over-dosage of chocolate,we hanged out at the Esplanade Rooftop for a while and walked aimlessly around town before we finally surrendered and decided to take a cab home (bcs we're just plain lazy to take the train) I had a niceeee sleep inside the cab btw.what with great music blasting in my ears and a strong shoulder to lean on. *looks at Ct* LOL! All in all,it pretty much made me de-stress (: